A.S.K.

Gusto ko lang magpasalamat kay Army aka Bluepanjeet sa kanyang comment sa previous blog ko. Para sa akin hindi sapat na magreply back ako sa comment niya kaya ko ginawa ang entry na ito. Ito ang pinaka sincere na comment na nabasa ko sa tagal ko ng pagbloblog. "Bluep... Maraming Salamat! Gusto kita makilala ng personal. Sana magkita tayo sa December para mahingi ko yung puppy ... ay mali I mean para I can personally thank you :P"

Nakakatuwang isipin na dati kaya lang ako nag blog para magkaroon ako ng online diary at para ma share ko sa mga kaibigan ko kung ano na ang nangyayari sa akin. Masayang magblog dahil nakakarelease ito ng stress at hindi mo na paulit-ulit na ikwekwento sa mga friends mo sa YM or sa phone yung mga details ng update sa buhay ko... more on mga punchlines na lang. Pero yung magkaroon ka pa ng bagong mga kaibigan gaya nila Bluep, Verge, Arceli, Azrael etc... though hindi ko pa sila nakikita... masasabi kong isang magandang blessing na nakilala ko sila sa mundo ng blogosphere. Sa pagbabasa ng blogs nila madami ako natututunan at narerealize. Bukod pa doon napapasaya ako lalo na kapag umaaatake ang homesick.

Hindi ko man nakuha ang job na ina-applyan ko. Saglit lang yung lungkot... Mas madami yun saya dahil sa mga kaibigan na nagpayo at sa realization na yun naman ang idinasal ko talaga. Hindi ibinigay yung sign so in short hindi para sa akin. Sabi nga ng cuzin Lani ko "Masakit pag nag-expect ka tapos hindi nangyari, pag me gusto ka tapos hindi mo nakuha, masakit mareject, iwanan, lokohin.... Pero alam mo cuz dapat matatag loob natin. normal na nalulungkot, nasasaktan pero sa isang banda pag tiningnan mo rin eh after noon, lumalakas loob natin di ba". Pag nakita nyo yun pinsan ko born comedian yun ei... parang di masyado halata na seryoso din :P.

Balik na ako sa normal job routines at magsisimula na ako mag countdown dahil dumating na yung ticket ko for December. After 7 years ngayon lang ako ulit magpapasko sa Pilipinas. And balik na ulit sa excitement ng buhay... kung ano ang mangyayari bukas at kung ano ang dahilan kung bakit hindi ibinigay ang sign.

ASK stands for ALLIANCE OF SACRED KNOWLEDGE. Kung may problema kayo sumulat lang kayo sa kanila at makakatanggap kayo ng mga kasagutan.

Eto nga pala ang comment ni Bluep. Again...Madaming Thanks at ikaw ang nag comment. Mabuti na lang at hindi si Madame Nostra :P !!!

Hello Libay,

Ang totoo nyan hindi ko magets yung mga jargon na ginagamit nyo sa profession nyo haha nosebleed ako.

Pero kidding aside, it’s good that you feel lonely kasi it is a proof na di ka manhid. Sometimes loneliness just comes as a part of human experience. As a nurse, we studied that some depression and loneliness for no apparent reasons are caused by hormones, particularly the hypothalamus which is the seat of our emotion.

It’s only normal that you feel loneliness since women's hormonal condition is unstable compared to men because of your monthly period.

And the fact that most depressions are triggered during the last quarter or the first three months of the last quarter because its autumn and the tendency of the temperature of the body is to drop, causing the hormones to go berserk hehe. Yun lang yun. Maswerte ka nakakaramdam ka ng lungkot. normal ka. may mga kilala ako na kababayan ni idol francis m sa mandaluyong na hindi na talaga nakakaramdam ng lungkot dahil puro tawa na lang ginagawa hehe

Be at Peace, God will never abandon you. Sue me if I’m lying.

PS may naalala ako na ishashare sayo. Alam mo ba na ang pinakamasarap na dasal sa tenga ng Diyos ay yung time na wala ka nararamdaman, wala ka sa mood at tinatamad ka? It’s because while praying you are doing it as an act of love for God despite and in spite the emotions. St. Therese of the Child Jesus, Mother Teresa and St. John of the Cross was afflicted by this phenomenon called "dark night" of the soul during their entire life yet they became saints.

It’s also a normal phenomenon because sometimes God doesn't want us to pray during times when we only feel it. It’s because when we pray with so much emotions we feel so much good within that we always look for it during prayer. Like a child being taught by his parents to mature, so is God is teaching us to mature in prayer. If you feel lonely, just pray kait wala ka talaga sa mood, makikita mo, mas madami blessing ang darating sayo. Nabanggit ko lang kasi naalala ko mga tinuro sa akin sa seminary.

God Bless Kapatid. And goodluck to your career.

Bluep

Service Key

Ano kaya nag nagtri-trigger ng lungkot sa tao?

Bakit bigla mo na lang mararamdaman? Kung tatanungin ko ang sarili ko wala naman akong problema. May trabaho naman ako. Wala naman akong sakit.

Sabi sa napanuod ko kahapon. Happiness is a choice. Ok fine.. sige sabihin natin pinili kong maging masaya pero bakit di ko naman ito maramdaman?

Naiinip kasi ako sa desisyon ng application ko. Bad nga ako kasi pinagdasal ko na yun so dapat No Worries na. For some reason bigla ko lang naramdaman na gusto ko na yun trabaho na yun. Yun dating ako na kuntento at masaya dito sa present work ko biglang nag 360 degrees na hindi na ako masaya.

Mga 2pm may nareceived ako ng email from Talent Acqusition. May form na kailangan akong i fill up. Medyo na excite ako ulit pero sa kabila ng excitement parang may devil na nagsasabi na hindi ko makukuha yung work. It's a freakin' weird feelings.

Pakiramdam ko ganito yung setting nung nagdadasal si Jesus tapos may demonyo na umaaligid aligid sa kanya saka sinusubok yung faith niya.

Basta wala ako sa mood buong maghapon. Gusto ko mag 5pm na para makauwe at mafill up ko na yung form. Di ako maka concentrate sa work ko. Kaya madalas ako lumalabas para lumakad at kumuha ng tubig o tea.

Pero mabait si God ayaw niya ng nakakaramdam ako ng ganito. Lumabas ako ulit at nakasalubong ko sa hallway yun isang Indiana na nakatrabaho ko dati sa Systems Integrations. Kinumusta niya ako at inalok na sumali sa Team nila. Sabi ko kinakalawang na ako sa pag-iintegrate dalawang taon na akong naiba ang linya at besides UMTS na yan di ko pa yan nagagawa.

Sumagot siya "I know you are very good in Integration. I just recently joined and I also do not know UMTS but I was able to catch up. I surely believed in you. If you are interested let me know and I will talk to my manager." sa sinabi niya napangiti ako. Nawala yung lungkot na nanararamdaman ko.

Yung lungkot na di ako alam kung saan nagmula, kung ano ang nag tri-trigger... dahil wala naman akong dapat ika-pressure... dahil may trabaho naman ako at sa mahigit pitong taon ko dito hindi naman ako nahirapan sa paghanap ng kasunod na project everytime natatapos ang isa.

Siguro talagang kasama na ito sa isang contractor ang magkaroon ng anxiety kapag nakikita at nararamdaman mo na di maganda ang takbo ng mga projects. At wala ka namang proteksyon dahil kapag sinabi nila na hanggang ngayong araw na ito ka na lang eh wala ka namang magagawa.

Siguro ineexplain lang sa akin na dapat na talaga ako mag permanent.... Hmmm we'll see.

By the way, Service Key used to trigger services in the SCP. They are retrieved when Cs+1 is used from the HLR.

Pero ang kalungkutan ... di ko talaga alam.

"I am the LORD your God, who teaches you what is best for you, who directs you in the way you should go.” (Isaiah 48:17)

Deal or No Deal

Natapos na ang Final Interview. Nagawa ko na yung part ko at katulad ng aking palaging idinadasal bahala na si God kung para sa akin talaga yun Job or not.

Sa ngayon hihintayin ko na lang ang kanilang decision. Nakatanggap na ako ng email sa HR:

Hi Liberty,

I will be in touch once I receive feedback on your candidacy! I anticipate this will be sometime next week.

Thanks - J

Nakakatuwa ding mag-apply. Kakaibang experience. Yun bang kailangan mong mag prepare... Nagawa kong magbasa ng mga old notes, training materials at kung ano mang references na sa palagay ko ay pwedeng maitanong.

Tatlong klaseng interview. Una sa HR ... mga 20 questions kumbaga initial interview kung qualified ka sa Job Opening nila. Pangalawa naman ay Technical at ang Hiring Manager ang magtatanong sa iyo kung ano yung kaalaman mo at kung pwede ka nga at angkop sa Position. Pangatlo yung sa Director... may kaunting Technical questions, pero mas nakararami yung mga Trivial questions about your strength, your weakness... kung ano ang nagmomotivate sa iyo at isang simpleng role playing kung papano ka magrerespond sa isang situation.

Isang masayang experience. Na refresh yung mga Technical knowledge ko and through reading those materials above nadagdagan yung kaalaman ko sa work na ginagawa ko at present. Kung minsan kasi nakakatamad ng magbasa lalo na pag madaming troubleshooting sa opis at kadalasan kasi nakakatamad din at mas madali matutunan ang isang bagay kapag may pressure.

Let's wait and see if there's a new hat for me :P

The Sweetest Thing

I checked my mailbox and this is what i've got :) . So happy!!! I can't express hehehe. I thank the Lord so much for all the blessings. When it rains it pours. I also received today the ticket that i bought from Gateway Travel and bordek's registration. Kumpleto na. I already started my countdown...
Dapat daw dito ilagay sa small envelope yung card, syempre masunurin ako nilagay ko na agad hehehe baka bawiin pa hehehe. Sarap hawakan saka titigan. After 3 years and 7 months of processing and waiting... Wuhoooo!

I already got the approval of my boss to take off. God is so good, I was able to work two consecutive weekends over time so parang 1 week na lang yung unpaid leave ko. Nakakapagod to work straight 12 hours pero pag iniisip ko na makakauwi na ako at makakasama ko na yung family ko nawawala lahat yung stress.

Peak season started kasi almost summer time na, madaming umuuwi. I was lucky na umabot pa sa medyo affordable na ticket. I have many plans para sa vacation ko. It will be a short vacation but I do hope to spend it ng bonggang bongga :)

"Lord, I’ve got my plans, and I ask You to bless them. But above all, may Your will be accomplished in me.”

Amen


“This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. And if we know that he hears us—whatever we ask—we know that we have what we asked of him.” (1 John 5:14-15)


Amen to the scripture.

I thank the Lord for always answering my prayers, for always being with me on every journey, every struggle.

I thank the Lord for giving me strength and for the courage.

I thank the Lord for my family.

I thank the Lord for my friends.

I thank the Lord for all the blessings.

I pray to you God to help me become a blessing to others.

The Greener Pasture

YUHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! THANK YOU GOD!

After 11 months of waiting...


Application Type: I485, APPLICATION TO REGISTER PERMANENT RESIDENCE OR TO ADJUST STATUS

Current Status: Notice mailed welcoming the new permanent resident.

On April 30, 2008, we mailed you a notice that we had registered this customer's new permanent resident status. Please follow any instructions on the notice. Your new permanent resident card should be mailed within 60 days following this registration or after you complete any ADIT processing referred to in the welcome notice, whichever is later. If you move before you get your new card call customer service. You can also receive automatic e-mail updates as we process your case. Just follow the link below to register.

Current Status: Card production ordered.

On April 30, 2008, we ordered production of your new card. Please allow 30 days for your card to be mailed to you. If we need something from you we will contact you. If you move before you receive the card, call customer service. You can also receive automatic e-mail updates as we process your case. Just follow the link below to register.

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Liberty,
I am happy for you. You have worked very hard. Congratulations. We will be sending you a close out letter soon. You should receive your card in a few weeks. - Elsa

Hi Liberty,
Congratulations! We are very happy for you. The road to green card holder sure has been a long and winding road. But you know, at the end of the day, you now have the green card. Awesome.

- Pam/Erin

Liberty,
Awesome!!! Congratulations!!! You are now a greencard holder, a house owner…all you need to do is to find the best guy and get married! I'm very happy for you.

BestRegards,

Young

Liberty,
Congratulations! We're very happy for you. We need to celebrate!

Take care,

Glenda

Multo

Isa akong nuknukan ng duwag. Wala akong hilig manuod ng Horror films. Natatandaan ko pa nung bata ako di ako makapag bukas ng Ref pag gabi ng dahil sa scene na napanuod ko sa Shake, Rattle and Roll na movie. Ayaw ko ding dumaan sa lugar na malapit sa sementeryo pag gabi kasi pakiramdam ko may mga zombies na biglang makakasalubong sa daan.

Sobra ang takot ko kapag may patay. Kahit kakilala ko na yung patay pag dumalaw ako hindi mo ako mapapatingin. Actually minsan kahiyaan na kailangan naming lumapit magbabarkada sa harapan, hindi nman ako pwede magpaiwan kaya sumama na din ako pero nakapikit na ako pagdating na dun sa malapit sa coffin.

Natatandaan ko pa nung namatay yung isang close friend ko way back in College. Bago kasi mangyari yung aksidente nya magkausap kami sa Radyo ( hindi pa uso ang text nung mga panahon na yun tanging radyo pa lang ang way para maka EB he-he-he ). Alala ko ang topic namin yung mga kanta Eraserheads sabi nya sa akin" Lima Tanggo mag duplex tayo dun last digit ng Lima line namin plus 5, so yun sunud naman ako syempre para di ka mamonitor kailangan mag duplex. Sagot naman ako Oscar Kilo going gone Juliet Romeo ... So ayun kwentuhan, pa morningan then sabi nya pag uwi ko diyan sa province dadalhan kita ng tape ng Eheads yung bago nila yung Cutterpillows.

Then after a week or two biglang nabalita na na aksidente yung kaibigan ko and sabi ko di ba nga duwag ako so hindi ko kayang matulog mag-isa sa kwarto ko, for almost a month yata sa room ng Nanay ko ako natutulog. Sabi ko sa nanay ko "Nanay dito muna ako kasi baka mamaya ideliver yung tape na pinangako sa akin :P".

Isa pang katunayan ng aking kaduwagan, Nagtatrabaho na ako sa isang telecom company sa probinsya namin tapos yun dati naming manager namatay. Inatake na naman ako ng aking pagiging duwag may duty kasi ako every Sunday dahil ang kinuha kong Off ay Tuesday at Saturday, nagpapart time instructor kasi ako during those days. Kaso lang pag Sunday na duty ko walang ibang tao sa office kundi ako lang. In short di ko kayang mag-isa sa duty kaya hehehe again my Nanay to the rescue :P isinasama ko si Nanay sa pagduty kapag Sunday hehehe oks di ba? Balak ko na ngang turuan mag SOD yung Nanay ko hehehe.

Pero magmula ng nabasa ko yun isang article sa Kerygma magazine na hindi pala tayo dapat matakot sa mga multo, horror movies o sa mga namatay na. Isa lang pala ang dapat nating katakutan - ANG PAG GAWA NG MASAMA. Napaisip ako, Oo nga no bat nga ba ako natatakot sa multo pero ni hindi man lang ako kinilabutan kapag nangungupit ako, pag nang gugudtime ako or pag nagsisinungaling or pag nangblablame ako ng ibang tao para mapagtakpan ko yun kalokohan ko.

Suddenly nawala na yun takot ko sa mga bagay na hindi ko pala dapat katakutan. Ngayon natatakot na lang ako kapag gumagawa ako ng masama or nag-iisip ng mali.

Sana yung iba din marealized nila na hindi dapat matakot sa multo kundi sa pag gawa ng masama kagaya ng pangangalunya, paninira ng kapwa, pagnanakaw, pangungurakot, pag suway sa magulang, pagsisinungaling at kung anu-ano pang masasamang gawain dahil ang mga bagay na ito ang tutuong MULTO.

Salamat

Huminga muna ako ng malalim bago ko ni-click yung email na galing sa lawyer ko. Ngayon ko na malalaman kung anong "evidence" pa ang kailangan ng UCIS para ma adjust na ang Status ko.

Ilang araw din akong na suspense kung ano pa ba ang kulang. Ilang scenario din ang naglaro sa isip ko kung ano na ang mangyayari kung mahirap ang requirements na kailangan.

Lahat ng malalapit na kaibigan ko hiningan ko ng panahon para tulungan akong magpray kay God na sana madali lang yung hingin sa akin.

Eto ang nakasulat sa email:

Liberty,

I just reviewed our afternoon mail. Joy also indicated she spoke to you. NSC is requesting 2 passport style photos for the I-485 and a copy of your birth certificate. Normally both items are included when we mail out the adjustment. I don't know if the photos did not make it and/or if the birth certificate was not legible.

As soon as you forward the items mentioned in the attached RFE we will forward to NSC.

Sincerely,

Elsa

Pagkabasa ko napasigaw ako "Thank You Lord" at napagulong sa floor ng kitchen/dining. Literal yun huh kasi tinanong sa akin nung ka chat ko "Talaga literal na gumulong ka?" He-he-he (para madaling ma picture parang emoticon =)) rolling on the floor).

Nung nahimasmasan na ako dial ako sa number ni tita nom, tita edith (amp ang buset na allan nagboses babae pretending na si tita edith siya), tita raquel, tita bamby at pagka tapos tawag naman ako sa Pilipinas kwento ko kay beng saka kay bob na yun lang ang evidence na kailangan.

Pinahanap ko sa Nanay ko yun Birth Certificate ko. Pagkatapos nitext ko ulit si beng para kung sakali na kailangan magpa expedite sa NSO papatulong ako kay Mama.

Pero sinubukan ko din mag apply sa online. Kung sakali may mangailangan meron na palang online service to get your birth certificate, marriage certificate etc... Eto and link nila https://www.ecensus.com.ph/Secure/frmIndex.asp.

I paid $20 kaso 6 to 8 weeks bago ma send overseas.

Ayus lahat ng naka online sa friends list ko tinanong ko kung may kunek sila sa NSO. Salamat Mayti, Kuya Ronald, Chet, Preng Mon at kay Doc Len. Thanks Shiela, Badet, Rosette,Leng at Ninong JT sa prayers.

Si Nanay naman nagpunta sa local NSO, nakakuha siya nagbayad siya ng P300. Kaso hindi pwede yung certification lang so ayun ang Nanay ko super halungkat sa mga files ko sa kwarto at salamat kay God meron palang natatago dun na Certificate of Live Birth at aunthenticated na.

Pina high resolution scan ni Nanay at na email na sa akin. Then pina DHL na nya yung original copy in 3 days daw ay matatanggap ko na.

Hay nakakahingal pero ang sarap ng pakiramdam. Bukas picture na lang ang kailangan ko then imamail ko na sa lawyer para ma submit na.

• Lord maraming salamat po pinakinggan nyo ang prayers ko at ng mga kaibigan ko.
• Nanay maraming salamat ang bilis nyong nahanap at nai-mail sa akin ang kailangan ko.
• Mga Friends for Life - maraming salamat sa mga dasal.

"Lord Jesus, You are the Good Shepherd. Show me the path to green pastures."

I am sad to receive the email for the status that i've been waiting for almost 10 months now. But I trust God with all my heart.

I am praying for the approval in Jesus name. Amen!

Make your Bible dirty and your life clean

I can not remember how i acquired my bible but i knew for sure that my bible is 9 years old - how do i know? Because on the first page my name is written and a date April 6, 1999.

For 9 years I have it with me, everywhere I go. The funny thing is my bible still looks new ( Please laugh, I said it's funny ). Come on !!!

Ok, it is not funny. Shame on me! :(

I realized that the old black book is the reason why for 9 years that I am travelling and going from one place to another i feel safe - No accident, no ticket, my car never broke down ( Claps for my first beetle CBC351, my blue hatchback and of course Bornoks and now Bordeks) hmm one time i forgot the key inside of the car but that's no biggy - it does not count as major :P

I read my bible before but not the way I am reading now. I started highlighting scriptures. The first one that I colored yellow is 1 John 1:9 "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness"

I think it is a good start.

Your past does not define your future

My ex-boyfriend me sent me a book. I read the title "Your past does not define your future" and suddenly my whole life flash back.

I was 8 years old when my parents separated. I lived with my grand parents, (the sister of my dad's mom). It was a big house. My self along with my cousins shared a room and closets. I remember the maids, they were Aling Norma who washed our clothes and Tessie who cleaned the room and cooked our food. Tessie cooked the food and put the viands in a cup, so that when it is time for us to eat, we get the cup, get the rice eat and then wash the plates and continue to play. I think we are 7 kids then. Lola Sofing took care of us, those 7 kids were all in the same boat - broken family.

Lola Sofing had 2 kids, her youngest is my beautiful aunt, she's intelligent, talented, with perfect hand writing, angelic voice, good dancer, great painter, she likes to sketch, she is very artistic. She is famous in school, always the muse or duting Sagala, she will be the Reyna Elena. I idolized her, I want to be like her when I grow up. Well I got some, the artistic part - good penmanship, sketching, dancing, singing... hmmm famous in school in my own way... hehehehe not the muse part :P

I like her life, she has a nice bed, pretty clothes and dolls. Tessie served her food, sometimes in her bed while she watches TV in their airconditioned room. She's nice to me, she taught me cool dance steps, do my make up during Prom and she even let me borrow clothes and shoes. I like being her side-kick, coz most of her suitors gave me chocolates hehehehe, my Lola will allow her to go out if i'll come with her as a chaperone. :)

Looking back, i'd like to thank Lola Sofing for everything, she's there when I needed a parent to come for the PTA, during ceremonies and for feeding us. It is only now that I realized how a great man Lolo Mar was. For keeping us and letting us to stay in their home. Before I am afraid of him because he seldom talk. Now I knew the reason he is tired and her wife had this extended family that he is also needs to support.

I was in the third grade playing jack stone at the back of our class room, when I looked at the door i saw my mother, I was surprised, she came to our school to visit me. I hugged her then she left. That was the last time I saw her. She went to Saudi Arabia, how I can I forget - I wrote her letters and scribble Abdulasis Algedeibi Hospital (hmmm something like that) in the envelope. She worked as a beautician in the King's hospital.

Growing up I envy my other cousins because they went to private school. For me - have to study in public - no tuition fee of course. I guess I have some talent, I was an honor student and makes Lola Sofing proud of me. I heard one of my uncle saying, Oh forget it, she had an award because she's studying in public. It stucked to my head, I told my self one day you'll study in a private school and proved him wrong. And I made it, I got a scholarship, I was able to study in a private school in High School and of course with honors. I love that part when you will receive medals or ribbons but I hate the part that my parents are not with me. Sometimes I have to beg them to attend. I always ask my self, how come the mother of my classmate will even buy a car when my classmate get good grades. And during school plays or sports activities they were all there present cheering and aplauding for their daughter.

I always wish my father to be present in any of the awarding ceremony. But not all wishes come true, perhaps he was really busy. You know when you are playing mahjong all your life, it is hard to leave the chair, he might lose the winning streak or maybe he can not let the grip of the bottle or the marlboro stick for a minute to put the ribbon on my chest.

Still with the scholarhip grant, I was able to enroll to St. Louis University, Tito Remi helped me but maybe I am not destined to continue my studies in Baguio. After the tragic earthquake I have to go back and continue my studies in CLPC. But sometimes one tragic incident will led to another, My mom came back from Saudi Arabia with this shit man who became my stepdad, I was abused and almost got raped. God is good he never let it to happen, I left home lived with my best friends house try to commit suicide. Yep you read it right - not a typo! After the incident my mom asked me to come back home, I asked her to choose. I will only go back home if she will leave that man.

Thank God - she did the right decision. My mom left again for Taiwan with a three years contract and she came back for my College graduation. I graduated Cum Laude and I saw how proud she was. I was so happy and I promised to my self that I will not let her work again in another country ever.

Prayer is about God's will

I had a chance to chat with an old friend, I remember removing his user id to my friend's list because I got tired of his stories. (gee am i that rude)

The story goes like this, he is a single person who fall in love to a married woman, hmm actually i should say addicted to the married woman...hmm maybe hopelessly devoted to the married woman.

I really don't know, he said the woman hates the husband and they only stayed under one roof because of the kids.

Then he will tell me stories about their relationship, how they depend with each other, how miserable the woman's life with the husband, how they manage to be with each other etc etc...

I don't know, i just hate the story because coming from a broken family...i always think about the kids, how they were affected when their parent is fooling around and f&*% with somebody else. Excuse my french!

But being a friend, I have to listen and I have to say something... so i told my friend..."just pray bro".

And this is what he replied ""pagnonovena ko na magkahiwalay sila kase mas gagaan buhay nila pareho lalo na mga anak nya".

Suddenly my fingers don't want to move, I can't type any words, In silence I prayed for my friend that may God touches his heart, that may God bless him for the right person and that may he realized that prayer is about God's will.

A prayer for a friend

My friend, I pray that God opens your heart to feel Gods love. I pray that you learn to love yourself and be filled with happiness.

I can feel the pain and frustration over broken relationship and in hoping too much. We can talk for hours, chat for days but if we will check the archives the answers for all your questions were all there - coming from you.

You knew it, that if he really loves you, he will have to give up relationships with other women.

You knew that you can do better, You knew you can be tough.

Pray hard and get your strength from God.

Hurting will not disappear because you love the person.

But it will be manageable if you will love yourself.

Easter Sunday

Please always attend the Holy Mass!

John 6:54 “Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood has eternal life, and I will raise him up on the last day.”

Happy Easter! and I want to share with you the text that I received from my best friend.

Kaps... Love you and miss you... Mwah!

chi: (March 23, 2008 02:08:39)
The FOUR BLESSED LOOKS: -Look back & THANK GOD. -Look forward & TRUST GOD. -Look a round & SERVE GOD. -Look from within and FIND GOD. Have a blessed EASTER.

Good Friday

It is just another working day for me :-(, How I wish I am in PI enjoying the long weekend with my family and friends.

While at work doing acceptance tests of some wap portal for a new MSDP platform. All the testers were asking how come other companies were on holiday???

Well sad to say Contractors are No Work - No Pay. Even though I am working with the same Company for almost 7 years now, for some reason I am not earning any Sick Leave or Vacation Leave that I can use on occasion like today. :(

Ooops I almost forgot - no complain, not to lose hope and not give up.

After Good friday, Easter Sunday will come and it will be a better day for everybody.

God bless you who are reading my blog. Do take some time to be silent, think, pray and listen.

Have a blessed Good Friday!

"Get rid of all bitterness, all passion and anger,harsh words,slander,and malice of every kind" Ephesians 4:31

In forgiveness there is peace

For you who take things that do not belong to you ... I forgive you.
For you who pity your self too much ... I forgive you.
For you who use other people and take the credit ... I forgive you.
For you who deceive other people ... I forgive you.
For you who regret and want to forget ... I forgive you.
For you who always find fault on others ... I forgive you.
For you who don't want to accept you are wrong ... I forgive you.
For you who knew and talked about doing the right things but never tried to do it ... I forgive you.
For you who have the capability and energy and refuse to make a step ... I forgive you.
For you who think you are always better than other people ... I forgive you.
For you who care for your self so much ... I forgive you.
For you who dwell on your weakness ... I forgive you.
For you who pretend to be somebody ... I forgive you.
For you who chose not to believe ... I forgive you.
For you who is inconsiderate of others ... I forgive you.
For you who make stories and fake everything ... I forgive you.
For you who always play safe and don't want to make a stand ... I forgive you.
For you who do not want to forgive ... I forgive you.
For you who make things difficult ... I forgive you.
For you who do not want to listen ... I forgive you.
For you who worry to much ... I forgive you.
For you who hurt me big time ... I forgive you.

In forgiving, We will be forgiven.

marked and reached

To reach a goal is never easy. There will be trials and hardships along the way. We need to work hard for it, sacrifice a lot of things and most of all Pray for the strength and courage.

Well, one thing I can say... Oct 5, 2007 - I made it and I would like to thank God!